EYES ON THE MARK

I could tell you I hate you, but it will not  change a thing. I could ask you what made you betray me, but I'll never know. I wonder with reckless abandon and the brew of immeasurable pain why you had to steal the ray of sunshine that lit our lives with happiness. How I wish you knew the essence of the beautiful smile that will never be seen. How i wish you knew the beautiful sons and daughters that you cut their dreams before it could take shape. How I wish you knew the loving husband that you denied the privilege to feel the love and warmth of a beautiful wife. I wonder why you didn't delay her and make her miss her appointment on the flight that will make her fragile heart take flight. You fed her to the wolves of a reckless driver who knew not how privileged he was to have royalty in his bus. He toyed with you

Why do you hate me so much? it is a thought  that is beyond my reasoning I have asked you For so long a time and season. Why have you refused to see that I am beyond What your eyes can see. You see me everyday And denigrate me You call me names That my construct doesn't crave. All you see is point out my flaws But you never deemed it fit To acknowledge and praise my strength. You go about  telling everyone about my problems but you never deemed it fit to discuss  how to proffer solutions  to them. I take a look at you and you drown my heart in the pool full of pain. Why have you refused To give me chance to grow. I am blessed  beyond your wildest imaginations But all you do is curse me With reckless abandon. You have refused  on a consistent basis to deny me the modicum of respect which has been earned  with blood and sweat. I look at you sheepishly, but